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Blog Abandonment

2008-06-14T04:37:00.003+08:00

Hello Peeps....

Blog abandonment... bidazzle <--- erm ...ppl..click on the word to access my new blog link)

Getting sick and tired of this current blog.

At least i can lock my entries in wordpress.

Deprivation...

2008-06-09T01:28:00.004+08:00

Feeling so goddamn deprive... of EVERYTHING!!!

i lack sleep
i lack exercise
i lack homecooked food
i lack money
i lack shopping
i lack movie kakis
i lack time
i lack love
i lack car (yes....i am gonna get one but ppl says i nid to monitor coe prices...heck..so troublesome and i hv been warned, buy a car and u r stuck in sg for the next 10yrs. How how how....)

So wat's a girl to do when she is feeling tis way... she goes on retail therapy.

Having bot a pair of heels, two jackets, one skirt, two tops and fluid vest, two storybooks and some lingerie.... it seems like i havent really shopped yet *they were all bot online*

Mebbe it is time to hit the malls.

And i tot sunday is supposed to be a happy day...it turns out most sundays are spent rather unhappily....so in order to make myself happy.... i did some car research tis evening... and now i hv a car i really wanna buy....shall reveal it only when i got it... :)

Interesting findings

2008-06-05T02:05:00.001+08:00

LASER stands for Light Amplification by Stimulated Emission of Radiation.

Interesting.. and i tot laser was a word (oh well, it is a word) and not an abbreviation of some sort.

Another Sniff Worthy Song

2008-06-03T05:30:00.002+08:00

Gotta watch the variety to understand why this song is so nice lah...Go youtube and search for "We Got Married" under Alex and Shin Ae.

Original singer is Loveholic but i like the Alex's Version ... u will understand why when u go search for it in youtube. Btw, the title in imeem is wrong... it is flowerpot not plant.

*Sniff sniff*

Alex (from Clazziquai) - 화분 (Flowerpot)

멀리서 멀리서 멀리서 그대가 오네요
Faraway, faraway, faraway, you come from a distance
이 떨리는 마음을 어떻게 말해야 하나요
how must my quivering heart speak?
그댄 처음부터 나의 마음을 빼앗고
from the very start, you took my heart
나을수 없는 병을 내게 주었죠
and gave me an illness i couldn't recover from
화분이 될래요 나는 늘 기도하죠
I want to become a flower pot I constantly pray

*난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
I want to become a flowerpot by your window
아무 말 못해도 바랄수 없어도
even if i won't be able to say anything
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
from time to time, i'll receive your smiles and touch
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 볼 수 있겠죠
and i could watch your sleeping face

멀리도 멀리도 멀리도 그대가 가네요
faraway, faraway, you're leaving very far away
떨어지는 눈물을 어떻게 달래야 하나요
how must i stop my trembling tears
그댄 처음부터 나의 마음을 가졌고
from the very start, you stole my heart
나을수 없는 병을 앓게 한거죠
and made me suffer from an illness i couldn't recover from
화분이 되고픈 나는 늘 기도하죠
I want to become a flower pot I constantly pray

난 그대 작은 창가에 화분이 될게요
I want to become a flowerpot by your window
아무 말 못해도 바랄수 없어도
even if i won't be able to say anything
가끔 그대의 미소와 손길을 받으며
from time to time, i'll receive your smiles and touch
잠든 그대 얼굴 한없이 볼 수 있겠죠
and i could watch your sleeping face

Like A Child

2008-06-02T00:48:00.003+08:00

Very sweet song *sniff snifff* dat me and my gf got crazy over.

김동률 - 아이처럼
Kim Dong-Ryul - Like A Child

사랑한다 말하고 날 받아줄때엔
After telling you love me When you accept me
더이상 나는 바랄게 없다고 자신있게 말해놓고
I say to myself confidently that I have nothing else I need
자라나는 욕심에 무안해지지만
Although I feel worried With my growing greed
또 하루종일 그대의 생각에 난 맘 졸여요
Thinking about you all day and night

샘이 많아서 (아이처럼)
I have alot of envy (like a child)
겁이 많아서 (바보처럼)
I have alot of fears (like a fool)
이렇게 나의 곁에서 우는게 믿어지지가 않아서
I can't believe that right now you are near smiling at me
너무 좋아서 너무 벅차서
I am so happy that it's overwhelming to me
눈을 뜨면 다 사라질까봐
I fear that when i open my eyes Everything will disappear
잠 못들어요
I can't fall asleep

주고 싶은데 (내 모든걸)
I want to give you (everything)
받고 싶은데 (그대 맘을)
I want to feel (your heart)
남들처럼 할 수 있는건 다 함께 나누고 싶은데
Like others I want to share everything with you
맘이 급해서 속이 좁아서
I feel anxious I became envy
괜시리 모두 망치게 될까봐
Like everything will disappeared
불안해하죠
I feel worried

웃게 해줘서 (아이처럼)
Laugh in front of me (like a child)
울게 해줘서 (바보처럼)
Cry in my hug (like a fool)
이런 설렘을 평생에 또 한번 느낄 수 있게 해줘서
Let me feel the love again in my life
믿게 해줘서 힘이 되줘서
Please believe me Give me strength
눈을 뜨면 처음으로 하는 말 참 고마워요
When I open my eyes The first word I want to say is
참 고마워요
Thank you so much

내게 와줘서 꿈꾸게 해줘서
You are here by my side Like a dream
우리라는 선물을 준 그대
Its you who give “US” as a present
나 사랑해요
I love you

Better Late Than Never

2008-05-25T22:48:00.004+08:00

This might have been an entry that came too late... it's been so many days since the Sichuan Earthquake. But dear friends, have you all made the donation already? If not, please do so, go to www.mercyrelief.org and do your part for the fellow human beings on Earth.

Was watching the donation drive on TV and this particular story saddens me alot. Below is the excerpt of what was on TV earlier from an article found online...

" 抢救人员发现她的时候，她已经死了，是被垮塌下来的房子压死的。她双膝跪着，整个上身向前匍匐着，双手扶着地，支撑着身体，象古人行跪拜礼，身体被压的变形。
在她的身体下面躺着她的孩子，大约有三、四个月大。因为母亲身体的庇护，他毫发未伤。被救出来的时候，他还安静的睡着。包裹小孩的被子里，塞着一部手机，屏幕上是一条已经写好了的短信。“亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住我爱你！” "

Just a brief translation to my best ability for those who are unable to read chinese... Rescuers found a dead woman being crushed to death by her falling house in a kneeling position akin to that of a praying position. Underneath this woman was her baby, all wrapped up and sound asleep and with a handphone in the bundle with words on the screen saying "Dear baby, if you are still alive, please remember that I love you."

This is freaking freaking sad lah... a mother's sacrificial love so that her baby could live.

This is just one of the many thousands of sad stories from the earthquake. So people, please please do your part and donate whatever you can afford. Even a small amount of $10 can make a great difference and furthermore we are all working adults, I am sure we can afford more lah... just buy one Tee/Shoes/Bag less, skip a meal or give the cab a miss and take public transport or watever and DONATE....people....DONATE!!!!

Farking Good Morning!!!!

2008-05-25T12:07:00.002+08:00

As many as 100 years ago, everybody who noes me noe dat I do not wake up early on a Sunday except when there's very important things to do like wakeboarding or going to the beach. For everything else, i dun give a damn.

But on this farking morning, i was disrupted from my sleep by some really irresponsible ass who "shitted in their pants and I have to wake up and help wipe their farking ass". I am sick, I am reduced to speaking with a squeak and I have hours of sleep debt to pay off!!!!! And that prick has the audacity to speak back and sound really rude when I am the one here at home clearing up the damn shit.

And now I cant sleep!!! My Sunday is screwed.

Farking farking pissed....

Speed Racer

2008-05-25T01:52:00.003+08:00

Whoever said that Speed Racer is NOT nice to watch is darn right!!!!

Because Speed Racer is VERY NICE TO WATCH. Went to catch the movies with two of my frens (a guy and a gal) and both agreed that it is great! Mind you, these are not Rain-crazy fans like me (erm... actually i am quite over him too) Probably a case of out of sight, out of mind. I actually was not as enthusiastic about watching the movie as I tot I would be but oh well... it was a great thing that i watched it afterall.

Anyways, the movie's graphics are pretty cool and there's quite a fair bit of comedic moments. Applause to the casts as a bulk of the movie is filmed in blue screen which means really only means they have really excellent acting skills. And oh, Matthew Fox is freaking hot. But my fave in the movie is actually Chimp Chimp, cute...very cute.

Next up is SATC.

i am a murderer... arrest me.

2008-05-18T21:44:00.002+08:00

It was a beautiful sunday evening, well not really...cos it is darn humid. Oh well, wat i really wanna say is that I have singlehandedly brought about the demise of my beloved laptop.

Call me a smartypants cos i tink i really am... i was trying to do some housekeeping on my laptop and transfer my precious collection of mp3 and vids to my external harddisk. By an unfortunate twist of event, i believe i have deleted some vital files in my laptop. So anyways, after my not-so-scrumptious dinner, i went back to a screen that was black with a blinking dash on the top left hand corner.

Tinking it could be my external harddisk prob, i happily unplugged it and went on to reboot my laptop... alas.... error message "Fatal System Error" and den i reboot again... i saw "Operating System Not Found!"

I am damn damn corked lah.... luckily all these happened only after i finished my backing up. Otherwise i might give myself a death sentence.

Stardust OST

2008-04-28T03:44:00.002+08:00

I almost forgot that i love this movie and love this song.... Take That - Rule The World

You light the skies, up above me
A star, so bright, you blind me, yeah
Don’t close your eyes
Don’t fade away, don’t fade away-

Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world-

Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh I’ll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Don’t leave me now, don’t leave me now

Oh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world

Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world-

Ooooooooh

All the stars are coming out tonight
They're lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you

All the stars are coming out tonight
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you-

Ooooooooh

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world

Yeah you and me, we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

All the stars are coming out tonight (oooooooh)
They’re lighting up the sky tonight
For you, for you- (X4)

I AM MOVING...

2008-03-30T02:49:00.002+08:00

house-moving is no mean feat esp when i spent the last 8hrs trying to pack my stuff and knowing I still have more to pack later. it is so goddamn tiring and this is not something that you can pay to get help cos u nid to know what you wanna throw away and wat u wanna keep and which box you have packed them in for easy retrieval later on.

if only i am freaking rich, i can just throw away all my belongings and buy everything BRANDNEW. wahaha.... dunnid pack sia. BUT i am not. :S

10yrs ago, i shifted to my present unit and lived amongst boxes for 6mths before i decide to get off my lazyass and unpack my stuffs. This time round, I swear I will try to unpack all my boxes and get everything in place in 3mths.

Oh and btw, anybody who is reading this... please gimme some tips and tricks to house-moving... you know like what i should prepare when i meet the interior designer for the first time, how should i negotiate for the quotation etc. And also, please please let me know...that's if you ever know...what is the fastest way to change my address such that I do not miss out on any mails.

Change of address is by far the most difficult issue on hand now as I will have to shift out from my current unit in 3 weeks time. Put up at a rental unit for 3-4mths before i can shift into my new place. Now i dunno wea my mail should go to in between this period. *headaches*

Shinhwa <333333

2008-02-27T03:53:00.009+08:00

Like a comet,moving forward... We are...SHINHWA!

혜성처럼, 전진하는... 우리는…신화입니다

Tribute to my fave K-Band. For the many who still dunno who are they... SHINHWA is the longest running band in korea comprising of six guys. Really like them for their songs, dances, personality, crappy humour, dedication to their work and strong friendship.

Get to know Shinhwa. Read Chronicles of The Legend. A lengthy but interesting read. Just ignore their pix in the earlier days cos i tink they were victims of a bad fashion consultant. But now they really look good and their personality made them look even better.

2008-02-17T07:14:00.003+08:00

Been working really hard for the past 2 weeks, knocking off on an average of 5am everyday. Staying up so late to work and stay up so late at home is just really different. I am so tired over the past two weeks that i slept the whole of my saturday away.

I slept at 5am on sat, woke up at 5pm and den i went back to sleep at 7pm and i woke up at 4am and here i am now updating my blog which i have neglected for so long.

There's so many things that I need to do but I simply do not have the time to.

I pray for 48hrs in a day.

Now that I am awake with nothing much that I can do at this hour... i have finally set up my latest music playlist for work. Imeem is really some good shit...everybody who have a deskbound job with decent internet connection should have an imeem account set up. FREE MUSIC... now the next thing is to figure out how to ripped all these music off the site...lol.

enjoy everybody!

Dramas To Watch

2008-01-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

Title: 고맙습니다 / Thank You

Sypnosis: Dr. Min Ki Seo went to Blue Island to fulfill his deceased girlfriend's last wish to find the single mother and her little girl who was infected by HIV and to apologize to them on her behalf as she had unknowingly given the girl tainted blood when she was being treated at the hospital. Lee Young Shin, the single mom, was having a hard time caring for her grandfather who has Alzeimer's and keeping her daughter's HIV condition a secret while teaching her how to live with it. Min Ki Seo was an arrogant person who looked down on people and in meeting Lee Young Shin who accepted her fate and tried to make the best of it despite all odds, he slowly changed for the better and became a warm and caring person.

My Review: Made me cry buckets but it is a damn good show. Not the typical draggy weepy k-drama. Excellent OST. Great cast especially the lead actress, Gong Hyo Jin. Kudos to her for accepting the role that no other actresses dared to for fear of affecting their popularity (cos of the male lead who had some bad press for evading military service). However, it is their loss cos the drama got really good ratings. Anyways, just watch the show... it is really nice.

Link: Click here to watch. Hope this link still works.

Title: 케세라, 세라 / Que Sera, Sera

Sypnosis: Kang Tae Joo is an ordinary employee in a department store. Shin Joon Hyuk’s mind was hurt due to his family's problems but he has a nice appearance and superior ability. They both fall in love with the heroine, Han Eun Soo, at the same time. Cha Hye Lin is the daughter of a rich shopping mall CEO and she is an aspring fashion designer who has unique tastes and an elegant appearance. Although she is independent, strong, and spoiled, she is hopelss and careless in front of love. After she was betrayed by her first love, Hye Lin stops believing in true love. She then starts to 'buy' herself new boyfriends by paying them money and forcing them to sign contracts.One of these men turns out to be Kang Tae Joo and during their contract relationship, Hye Lin begins to fall deeply in love again. She will be entangled in a love triangle with Tae Joo and Eun Soo, who is Tae Joo's real girlfriend.Kang Tae-Joo (Eric) is a studly young man capable of making girls absolutely melt! With his killer looks and natural charm, he picks up girls at will. One day, he finds a strange girl named Han Eun-Soo (Jung Yoo-Mi) sleeping in front of his door. Although he initially despises her, he eventually finds himself falling in love with her.

My Review: Eric is cute. Watch it! It's all about Love, betrayal, money, getting even and being true to your heart. Excellent OST.

Link: click here to watch. Pray hard the link still works.

Enchanted by Enchanted

2007-12-21T04:19:00.000+08:00

Who says Enchanted is not nice oughta be shot... it was a rather entertaining movie i tot...perhaps for girls. haha...and tis brot abt a conversation with xy who watched the movie with me today that... ONLY girls will find the movie nice actually and the MEN just dun get it. However if a guy were to squeal abt how marvellous tis movie is, it wld be so odd and it probably might turn me off as well...haha. I much rather hv a guy tink that the movie is not nice and hv me feeling pissed over the fact that he couldnt understand why i like the show. I hv nvr said women are easy to please..haa.

Here's my fav track from the movie:

You’re in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I’m with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you’re beside me and look how far we’ve come
So far we are so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We’re so close
To reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let’s go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

Now find me a man that dates like a woman...

2007-11-21T23:05:00.000+08:00

You Date Like a Man

According to studies on dating, you date like a man.
You date casually and frequently, getting serious with select people over time.

Physical attraction and chemistry is very important to you.
And if there's nothing more than a physical connection, that's okay with you (at least for a while).

You are definitely looking for love, but you are in no rush to find it.
You figure love will eventually come your way, and you're not going to live like a monk while you're waiting!

Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

Panda-fied

2007-11-20T20:32:00.000+08:00

Recommendations for eye-cream to remove dark circles and fine lines are most welcomed.

Due to my irregular working and sleeping hours, i am fast becoming, if not already, panda-fied. And the damn lighting in the office lift just doesnt help, it totally accentuates the eyebags and dark circles. Wat a good way to start my work day... tmd. Any bigger the eyebags are gonna get, i can soon tattoo an LV logo on it and make me look really expensive la. Recommendations... recommendations....but please dun tell me to go for some treatments that's gonna cost me a few thous... i aint got that kinda money. But i sure dun mind forking out a hundred bucks if that eye-cream is really effective though...

Otherwise, i am just gonna hv to wait till dark eye circles goes in fashion... :S

Live Fresh

2007-11-03T00:27:00.000+08:00

Click on it >>>> LIVE FRESH

The fruits of my sister's labour has finally been borned. Shameless advertising for the poor ger who worked her ass off for this project. Apply for it... everybody...APPLY ONLINE!!!

Wat I Ask For I Get...

2007-10-09T03:33:00.001+08:00

As everybody noes, it was a rather stormy day yesterday but well... i asked for Sun cos i wanted badly to go wakeboard after a long hiatus and there was indeed sun when i wakeboard. I actually got slightly sunburnt...haha.. nice!

Then, i have been tinking abt getting more Patrick Star products of late and esp a mini Patrick Star handphone accessory... and hey, look wat i found on my desk today...

Nice!!! Patrick Star... Thank you, my dear brother!!!!

Lastly, tis was what i asked for and i have meant to post tis entry up some two weeks ago but i am simply too lazy to upload the damn pix... Sorry that tis is not very clear... also i asked for Yeo's Packet Drinks for our pantry instead of Marigold cos it is too sweet and i got it the next day and ever since.. we hv got Yeo's packet drinks in our fridge. Hahaha... nice.. the magic glassboard in our pantry is awesome... watever u wish for.. u get it!

So, being the really superficial me, can i ask for a CUTE GUY next? plssssss...........

G.O.D - To My Mother

2007-10-07T17:38:00.000+08:00

A very old but very nice song by G.O.D.
Lyrics is as follow:

지오디 - 어머님께
G.O.D - To My Mother
[1999.01.01] 1집 - Chapter 1

어머님 보고 싶어요
Mother I miss you.

어려서부터 우리집은 가난했었고
남들 다하는 외식 몇번 한적이 없었고
일터에 나가신 어머니 집에 없으면
언제나 혼자서 끓여먹었던 라면
그러다 라면이 너무 지겨워서
맛있는것좀 먹자고 대들었었어
그러자 어머니님이 마지못해 꺼내신
숨겨두신 비상금으로 시켜주신
자장면하나에 너무나 행복했었어
하지만 어머님은 왠지 드시질 않았어
어머님은 자장면이 싫다고 하셨어
어머님은 자장면이 싫다고 하셨어
From the time I was young, we were poor.
Unlike other people we didn't eat out much.
If my Mom wasn't at home I would eat instant noodles alone.
But I got really tired of instant noodles.
So I yelled at Mom for better food.
And forced her to take out the emergency money
That had been hidden.
To order chinese noodles for us. I was really happy.
But Mother didn't eat for some reason.
Mother said she didn't like chinese noodles.
Mother said she didn't like chinese noodles.

야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 그렇게 후회하고 눈물도 흘리고
야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 너무나 아프고 하지만 다시 웃고
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. We regret and tears fall.
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. It really hurts but we smile again.

중학교 1학년때 도시락 까먹을때
다간이 함께 모여 도시락 뚜껑을 열었는데
부자집아들녀석이 나에게 화를 냈어
반찬이 그게 뭐냐며 나에게 뭐라고 했어
창피했어 그만 눈물이 났어
그러자 그녀석은 내가 운다며 놀려댔어
참을수 없어서 얼굴로 날아간 내 주먹에
일터에 계시던 어머님은 또 다시 학교에
불려오셨어 아니 또 끌려오셨어
다시는 이런일이 없을 거라며 비셨어
그녀석 어머니께 고개를 숙여 비셨어
(우리 어머니가 비셨어)
When I was in the first year of middle school,
It was time to open our lunch boxes and eat.
We all opened our lunch boxes together to share.
Some rich kid yelled at me
because I had lousy side dishes.
I was ashamed and started to cry.
Then that jerk started teasing me.
I couldn't take it, so I punched him in the face.
Mother came to school from work.
She was called for. No, she was dragged in.
This will never happen again she begged.
With her head down to that jerk's Mom my mother begged.
My mother begged.

야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 그렇게 후회하고 눈물도 흘리고
야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 너무나 아프고 하지만 다시 웃고
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. We regret and tears fall.
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. It really hurts but we smile again.

아버님없이 마침내 우리는 해냈어
마침내 조그만 식당을 하나 갖게 됬어
그리 크진 않았지만 행복했어
주름진 어머니 눈가엔 눈물이 고였어
어머니와 내이름의 앞글자를 따서
식당이름을 짓고 고사를 지내고
밤이 깊어가도 아무도 떠날줄 모르고
사람들의 축하는 계속 되었고
자정이 다되서야 돌아갔어
피곤하셨는지 어머님은 어느새 깊이
잠이 들어버리시고는 깨지 않으셨어
다시는...
Even without Father we finally made it.
We finally opened a small restaurant.
It wasn't big, but we were happy.
Tears came from Mom's wrinkled eyes.
We used Mom's and my first name to name the restaurant.
We named the restaurant and offered our prayers.
It was late at night, but nobody left.
People kept on congratulating us.
It was midnight when everyone left.
Mother was very tired, she quickly fell into a deep sleep.
And she never woke up again.

난 당신을 사랑했어요
한번도 말을 못했지만
사랑해요 이젠 편히 쉬어요
내가 없는 세상에서 영원토록
I loved you
even though I never once told you.
I love you. Rest now
forever in the world without me.

야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 그렇게 후회하고 눈물도 흘리고
야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 너무나 아프고 하지만 다시 웃고
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. We regret and tears fall.
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. It really hurts but we smile again.

야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 그렇게 후회하고 눈물도 흘리고
야이야이야아아
그렇게 살아가고 너무나 아프고 하지만 다시 웃고...
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. We regret and tears fall.
Yah-ee yah-ee yah-a-a
That's how we live. It really hurts but we smile again.

The Perfect Man

2007-08-26T20:12:00.001+08:00

From 16 to 1.....

Here is the face of the perfect man - he is a composite of 16 of the handsomest stars in Korea including Bi, Hyun Bin, Won Bin, Jang Dong-gun, Kwon Sang-woo, Eric, Bae Yong-joon etc. The “average” face is suppose to be perceived as universally good looking. There was an experiment years ago on the perception of beauty, and the study found that the more faces included in the mix, the better looking that face was perceived to be. Hmmm... Very interesting.

Anyhow, the composite guy sort of looks like Song Seung-heon.

So guys, if u look anywhere near tis... u have got da perfect face! And that face aint too far off from my definition of cute... check out the single eyelids... exactly the type i like..haha.

(http://www.beautyportal.co.kr)

Grow-A-Boyfriend

2007-08-15T23:22:00.000+08:00

Haha... Girls... fret not, if u cant find a boyfriend.

U can simply grow one!!!!

Drop the man into water and it will grow to 6 times its original size. It will shrink again after several hours when it dries up.... and u can grow-a-boyfriend all over again!!!! Damn cork sia but i wld love to receive such crappy stuffs... is there any thing that is more cork than tis?

1 Aug...

2007-08-07T22:40:00.000+08:00

... is where i start all over again.

It was a great first day at work with my new company... spent a total of like 3hrs at work. wahaha.
The 2nd day at work was spent at SOCC doing teambuilding.
The 3rd day at work was a good half day spent at ECP building sandcastles (not the kiddy type, okies.) It was a whole lot of fun, actually i wld like to try it again. But seriously i only want to bitch about the ugly tan marks left cos of my racerback singlet... damn it!!!!
Tomorrow's the 4th day at work and i dunno wat lies in store for me cos we are supposed to turn up in swimwear, slippers, cap, shades and sunblock.

The co is trying very hard to be different and everyday is a surprise cos we are like turning up at different hours everyday, in different get-ups, not knowing where we are all gonna be brought to and not knowing what we are supposed to do until we get there.

So far so good, so far so fun, so i'm enjoying it while it lasts. (^__________^)y

Raspberry Vodka Jelly

2007-07-28T17:52:00.000+08:00

For the virgin attempt at making jelly and bringing a cup for me, i tot tis is blogworthy... cos i had a good luff over it.

Went JB with my fren yest, he's possibly the most "eng" person after me at tis moment cos we are both in the midst of a career switch.

The fren was so bored at home that he actually tried to make some jelly on his own. I was told that his mum luffed at him for peeping into the fridge every so often to see if the jelly has been set. Boy.. he muz be really very very BORED and damn FREE to hv done that... lol.

The ice-box used to transport the jelly... (poor chap... kena luffed at by his mum for the extent he went to transport one tiny cup of jelly)

Inside the ice-box... that really quite kwa zhang... one big ice box for one cup of jelly... lol

The blogworthy cup of Raspberry Vodka Jelly with generous servings of Strawberries

Quiz Whoring Streak Again...

2007-07-28T15:31:00.000+08:00

You Go For Brains!

You want a guy with a big... brain.
And of course it would be nice if he were a total hottie, but you're not counting on it.
What's on the inside is what counts for you. (Besides, you can always change the outside later!)

Do You Go For A Guy's Brains or Body?

Brains vs Brawn... it's Brains, alrite. Woah... so i am not really superficial afterall... haha... so much for raving about cute guys alwis. IT'S NOT TRUE... u all know... IT'S NOT TRUUUUUUE.

2007-07-28T15:22:00.000+08:00

You Are The Hanging Man

You represent the seeking of enlightenment and spiritual clarity.
You tend to confuse others, but your oddities seem deeply satisfying.
Self sacrifice is easy for you, especially if it makes you a better person in the end.
You are the type of person who is very in touch with your soul and inner spirit.

Your fortune:

Right now is a good time for reflection and meditation.
You should stop resisting the problems in your life, and let yourself be vulnerable to them.
You may need to sacrifice something important to you to move ahead in your life.
Accept your destiny with courage, and learn to let go of what you think you need.

What Tarot Card Are You?

eeyoh... my tarot card seems so dark.

What does Losers Do?

2007-07-28T00:01:00.000+08:00

Ans: They Give Up!

Seriously, why do ppl just like to whine and whine .......... and whine about their problems? It is like if u noe u hv a problem and that whole damn problem is just really YOU... why dun u make a change and stop whining abt things and feel so negatively.

Why dun they try to see things from a different perspective and stop whining as if the whole world owes them a living?

And if these whiners refuse to do something about a known problem.. then just stop whining la.. cos nothing is gonna change if u r not going to change the way you tink.

Negative & Positive becomes Negative. I dun wan to hang ard negative ppl anymore. They make the world seem like a darker place to live in... Yikes.

I cant help u if u refuse to help yourself. So, if u wanna give up on yourself..... Shoo Shoo.. just go away.

* only negative ppl will take offence to this entry [somebody, tell me i am right.]

Marriage is not my cup of tea

2007-07-24T20:35:00.000+08:00

Bumped into an ex-classmate tis noon and chatted quite abit. Was nvr close to her and didnt speak much to her back in schdays. Anyways, wat i wanna say is.. the first thing she asked me is, "Are u married?"

Seriously, u noe age is catching up when ppl/acquaintances whom u haben see in the longest time start asking such qns. And i was informed that so and so is married.. blah blah... it seems like quite a fair bit of my classmates are all married or soon to be married.

It's unbelievable or some might just tink i am eating sour grapes... but seriously I am really glad i dun belong to that circle of ppl. That also probably explains why all the frenz cum ex-classmates that i hang out wif are all single like myself.

For all the single frenz reading tis entry, fret not that u r still single cos... ur fren here is not very young and extremely single and not really looking fwd to being attached. I guess I am still not frightened by the fact that i am possibly gonna grow old all alone yet... haha.. till then and till a really cute guy comes along.. den i shall decide if i wanna revoke my single status.

Kena Tagged

2007-07-21T04:40:00.000+08:00

Layer One:On The Outside
Name : Da Great Supernova
Current status : prison warden
Eye Colour : looks brown to me
Hair Colour : a deep shade of purple turned brown. :S
Righty or Lefty : Leftie... i nvr wanna be right.

Layer Two :On The Inside
Your Heritage : Chinese
Your Fears : meow.....
Your Weakness : potato chips and ice cream
Your Perfect Pizza : thin crusted with lotsa cheese and ZERO fats

Layer Three :Yesterday, Today , Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First thing when I wake up : I wish I can sleep more
Your Bedtime : 6am
Your Most Missed Memory : is that one memory that i wish i didnt have

Layer Four : Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke : Coke (if i really hv to choose)
McDonald’s or Burger King : Mac cos the BK hv sucky fries.
Single or Group Dates : As long as the date/dates are enjoyable
Adidas or Nike : can i choose PUMA?
Chocolate or Vanilla : If it's ice-cream .. den it's vanilla
Cappucino or Coffee : not a coffee person

Layer Five : Do You..
Smoke : yeah i do.. i smoke my way thru damn alot of things... :P
Curse: yeah i do.... loads.
Take a shower : u bet, at least twice or thrice a day. i am a hygiene freak.
Have a crush : come on.. if it is a crush.. u tink i wanna tell?
Think you’ve been in love: nodz
Go to school : nodz
Want to get married : at tis point in time, not interested at all.
Believe in yourself : ABSOLUTELY
Think you’re a health freak : my horoscope says i am a hypochondriac

Layer Six : In The Past Month
Drank alcohol : yeah.. quite abit.
Gone to the mall : u might as well say i live in the mall.
Been on stage : yeps
Eaten sushi : i lost count
Dyed your hair : nope

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..
Played A Stripping Game : warao.. why ask me tis?
Changed Who You Were To Fit In : i am alwis different with different ppl but i am still myself really... so i guess not.

Layer Eight : Age
You’re Hoping To Be Married : seriously speaking, marriage is something i cant forsee

Layer Nine : In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour : no preference
Best Hair Colour : it really depends on the hairstyle and personality of the person
Short Hair or Long Hair : i prefer short hair but if the guy can carry off long hair... why not?

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago : now tis is dumb... i was doing tis meme lah...
1 Hour Ago : in the shower
4.5 Hours Ago : Partyworld
1 Month Ago : Searching for new directions in life
1 Year Ago: i dunno

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : the idea that i wld own a really cute guy someday... haha
I Feel : like A MILLION DOLLARS... (^^,)y
I Hate : nothing really. but i dislike ppl who speaks negatively all the time though.
I Hide : dead bodies... :P
I Need : to flee da country

Layer Twelve : Tag five people..
Angel's League
Cynamie
Mien
Mr Contradictor
Trepxe

Indifference

2007-07-14T01:02:00.000+08:00

The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference.
The opposite of art is not ugliness, it's indifference.
The opposite of faith is not heresy, it's indifference.
And the opposite of life is not death, it's indifference.

Evil Friend strikes again!

2007-07-13T23:40:00.000+08:00

It is no good when i havent meet my evil fren for the longest time and for our first meet up in so many weeks... he decides to feed me well. i dun really nid that.... everybody noes. Food is a sin to me.

Not only did he feed me well but he remind me of the possibility that those 24hrs food joints (aka prata shops) most probably dun wash their wok. i was totally grossed out cos i tink that possibility can very well be a reality. Yikes.

Thanks my dear fren... it was really nice of u to FEED ME SO MUCH FOODIES and den remind me that the food might not really be clean. THANKS!!!! i know who to call when i LS tonight.

2007-07-12T00:54:00.001+08:00

You Are a Ring Finger

You are romantic, expressive, and hopeful. You see the best in everything.
You are very artistic, and you see the world as your canvas. You are also drawn to the written word.
Inventive and unique, you are often away in your own inner world.

You get along well with: The Pinky

Stay away from: The Index Finger

What Finger Are You?

Damnz, i was praying hard i will be the middle finger... (currently in the rude phase of my life)

And so i am romantic and artistic... woah... i dun even noe it. haha.

Now wea's my Pinky? If u r a pinky, mail me ur results... i will date u lah... :P

Personal DNA

2007-07-12T00:54:00.000+08:00

Faithful Creator

ABOUT ME: You are a Creator

Your imagination, confidence, willingness to explore, and appreciation of beauty make you a CREATOR.

You are independent, and you enjoy your self-sufficiency.

Defying convention, you are very innovative, and you have a vivid imagination.

The look of things is important to you, and you have a keen eye for aesthetic beauty in multiple arenas.

You have a strong interest in what is new and exciting—and that includes forging ahead with new ideas, not simply discovering what is already out there.

Your eagerness to seek new and varied experiences leads you into many different situations.

You're not set on one way of doing things, and you are creative when it comes to finding novel solutions to complex problems.

You trust yourself to be innovative and resourceful.

Your confidence allows you to take your general awareness and channel it into creativity.

Your independent streak allows you to make decisions efficiently and to trust your instincts.

You have a strong sense of style and value your personal presentation - friends may even seek your style advice from time to time.

If you want to be different:

Appreciate the earthly, practical elements of things—there is beauty in form as well.

While you are good at thinking abstractly, focusing on details a bit more may help you discover things about the world.

HOW I RELATE TO OTHERS: You are Faithful

Your trust in others, respect for tradition, and caring nature make you FAITHFUL.

Maintaining a few intimate relationships is more important to you than knowing a lot of people, and you share a lot with your close friends.

Those who have managed to get close to you value your camaraderie, and they know that they can trust you with anything; you're a good listener.

While you can usually see several sides of an argument, you often have a strong opinion as to which side is correct—the order of things is usually clear to you.

Your perspective on the world is based on careful observation, and you know a lot about how people feel in—and react to—many situations.

Your exploration of others' feelings has led you to believe that although people generally act appropriately, having clear social rules is very important to a functional society.

Time alone for reflection is important to you—you are introspective and aware of your own feelings.

Faithful is as faithful does—you expect those with whom you are close to be loyal to you, and you take betrayal of your trust very seriously.

If you want to be different:

Some of the alternate perspectives that you understand may have more value than you give them credit for—keep in mind that right and wrong aren't always so clear-cut.

While you are able to reap the benefits of your time alone, and may see interacting with a lot of people as more tiring than exciting, remember that there is a lot to be learned from experiencing things and not just reflecting on them

Strength, Perspective & Positivity

2007-07-10T13:10:00.000+08:00

"The block of granite which was an obstacle in the past of the weak
becomes a stepping stone in the path of the strong."
- Thomas Carlyle

Good or Bad? Happy or Sad? Weak or Strong? Success or Failure? U decide.

Face/Off

2007-07-09T14:25:00.000+08:00

"In order to catch him, he must become him"

It's been a DECADE long since i last watch this movie with my frenz... i still rem a big bunch of us went to watch it together after school. And that's like probably the one and only time we watch a movie together.

Love tis movie, the cast (namely john travolta and nicholas cage) and the plot.

And so i got the DVD and rewatch the movie tis afternoon. (no... i am not skiving.)

Actually i quite like nicholas cage movies... i had tis insane tot of collecting all his dvds. I have nearly done so for adam sandler's movies already... haha.

Hmm... talking abt tis... hey fren... wea is my City Of Angels DVD?

Love Me, Love Piracy

2007-07-04T23:21:00.001+08:00

GOOGLEBOX REDEFINED

U dunno wat u hv been missing out until u click on the above.

[a million thanks to my "illegal" nephew... u r such a wonderful boi... haha]

Strength

2007-07-01T03:20:00.000+08:00

What is strength?

"The ability to break a bar of chocolate into small square pieces with ur bare hands. Without eating a SINGLE one after that."

wahaha... how true! i wanna be strong like tis too.

The Impossible Quiz

2007-06-26T23:11:00.000+08:00

Try tis... THE IMPOSSIBLE QUIZ

The Impossible Quiz

It is really kinda impossible...there's hundred over qns and it is damn addictive.

A Day Of Blessings and Joy

2007-06-25T22:57:00.000+08:00

First and foremost, 생일 축하합니다,우리비!!!! Today is my idol's bday so i had a mini celebration with my dear nephew at Bakerz Inn...with pasta and desserts. Lol... Lame reason to indulge. As i dunno my idol... i had no way to buy him anything so ... wahahaha.. i bot myself a pair of shoes for his bday.

2ndly, I've gotten my wishes in more ways than one. I am ultra glad. Amidst all the not so happy things around me, i am glad that tings are finally straightening out for me... the path ahead seems so much clearer.

All things good have happened today (",)y

STRIKE!

2007-06-25T14:53:00.000+08:00

1st time in XX years (paiseh.. cannot disclose. those who know my age will noe, those who dun.. too bad lah) i strike 4D sia.. hahaha.

Actually i only won $40 cos it is ibet but still at least tis proves something... i am not exactly that sueh la.

24062007... i will nvr forget tis day. tis day will go down in my personal history.

De-cluttering my life

2007-06-24T20:49:00.000+08:00

Dear frenz... sorry that i hv been busy and that i cant mit u all as often as i would like to. i forsee that i will still be busy till i am done with decluttering and reorganising my life.

Threw out alot of stuffs (clothes, shoes, sentimental shit that doesnt mean a thing anymore) to make space for new stuffs.

Threw away all the emotional baggages that hv held me back for the past few years

Springclean all my mp3s, vids and pix in my pc and laptop

Deleted all the unimportant ppl that i possibly will nvr get to mit or talk to ever again in my life from my frenster and msn

I reckon the decluttering process shd be done soon.

Next is the reorganising part.... that should take a few more mths.

Till den i will assign more time to my personal and social life....

A Day To Remember

2007-06-23T22:09:00.000+08:00

Met up wif my long lost nephew yesterday. It has been years since i last saw him.... at least a good 12-14yrs i tink...lost count. All thanks to the power of technology (aka frenster and msn)!

It is really nice to know that the once little terror who used to be living under the same roof as me is now all grown up and is a totally sweet & polite young man. A far cry from the days when i suffered under his constant "bullying". Lol. Oh not to forget... he is rather cute too, as alwis.

He's a boy that deserves more credit that he tinks... i tink if he is any older ... he wld be the exact type of guy i wanna date. Cute, Tall, Polite, Sweet and Sincere. Lol.

2007-06-15T21:32:00.001+08:00

tinking back... i guess i prefer to not hv anything to do wif that trashy ex. i can do better than thinking abt revenge.

just hope that dumb ger dun come peek at my frenster anymore... cos it seriously gets on my nerves.

the dumb gf of the trashy ex

2007-06-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

Now i am not pissed that she came to view my frenster again... but more so that i find it amusing cos i tink she is really dumb!!!

firstly, as i said before... my frenster is on private profile and i believe she herself knows that. By coming to peek at my frenster... it simply tells me a few things about her...

a) she is dumb!
b) she is feeling insecure... (must be hvg problems wif the bf again.... MOVE ON... U IDIOT! seriously just move on!)

for those who doesnt noe anything abt tis trashy ex... probably i shall give abit of insight.
wasted the best years of my life on that ***hole only to hv him cheat on me and refusing to let go. yes i was the idiot who had been emotionally abused and total manipulated by him for the longest time. But hey... no more of that and i am proud to hv survive it all. he cheated and apparently isnt ashamed to admit that he sleeps around and he even had a gf after me (which is the abovementioned dumb ger). Anyways he tried to dump her a few times over the course of their one yr plus rlsp cos he tried to ask me back la. anyways luckily i was smart enuf not to fall for his dirty tricks cos i managed to expose him each time. And so the last straw came when he said really bad things abt that ger & tried to get me back. Was totally disgusted and i tot i oughta just spill the beans on him...

And so i warned that stupid ger in my email abt wat was going on and she happily just went "dun worry.. i know everything. i will take good care of my bf!"

Seriously, if she wanna be dumb, den i tink she shd play dumb forever la... dun come peek at my frenster wondering if i actually am still in contact wif that son of a bitch. she is like giving herself away and the dumbest thing she put on her frenster shoutout is..."ignorance is a bliss" (lol... i am rude but hey that's bad english, but that's wat she wrote and so i quote). wanna luff when i saw that, i noe it is really rude but seriously wat good does she see in such a man that doesnt cherish her at all and cheats outright.

Anyways freaking freaking glad i am no longer under the thumb of such a psychotic lovecheat. Ppl like him cheapens the meaning of love. He will hv his retribution i believe... like mebbe herpes... *lol*

wondering if i shd email that dumbass again and ask her wat's wrong sia... haha... mebbe she can help us serve him his retribution. Revenge of the ex-es... haha.

Debunking the Myth

2007-06-13T18:18:00.000+08:00

Something i forgot to mention yesterday.... contrary to popular belief that one shd use the sunscreen 24/7...

According to my skin doc, that is merely a marketing gimmick. I was told to swear off sunscreen unless i am gg to the beach or really exposing myself to the sun for long hrs. Hence, if i am gonna be indoor most of the time, there's no nid to put any sunscreen. I am very pleased to hear that given that i am a very lazy person when it comes to piling on products on the face.

Anyways, just when i am feeling slightly better... i fall sick again...!@#$% The drippy nose is blocking my airways and i tink the lack of oxygen is make me feel all weak and tired all the time. Very sickening feeling, it thwarts all plans i hv for the whole week.

I wanna be WELLLLLLLLLLLL......

Discoveries of the day

2007-06-12T23:08:00.001+08:00

1. my skin doc whom i hv known since 7yrs ago actually share the same bday as me.

2. there's a story abt the origins of "YOUTIAO" and it is related to Yue Fei... i tot tis guy only made tattoo on the back famous. Didnt know there's another story sia and the funniest thing is the person who told me the story is none other than my crappy fren whose doesnt really speak much chinese... warao. puts me.. the one that comes from a chinese sch to shame sia.

Sick of Being Sick

2007-06-08T00:27:00.001+08:00

Arrgh... hate the feeling of being down wif fever and sore throat. It just nvr seem to go away and gets worse each time when i wake up.

Being sick like this makes me constantly hungry and queasy in the stomach... not eating gimmes gastric pain, overeating gimmes gastric pain too. !@#$#%

And the worst being, why does medicine hv to taste awful when one is already feeling damn awful?

I WANNA BE WELL AGAIN!!!!!

!@#$%

2007-06-01T17:17:00.001+08:00

What i want, i dun hv. What i dun want, i hv tonnes....

Tmd... so now.. I am so not wanting to be rich, to be thin, to be pretty, to hv a cute guy hanging off my arm lah.

Life's a bitch!!!

NO LIFE

2007-05-30T10:56:00.000+08:00

One of the best thing that can happen on a morning like tis is.... u go to the office uber early like (by my standards) at 8am and realise that THERE IS NO MEETING!!!!!!

So not wanting to waste anytime, i finally get down to doing my long overdue filing... argghh... seriously no good with administrative work.

It seems that a large part of my life revolves around really trivial stuffs like clearing backlog from work, doing laundry, ironing, packing that damn wardrobe that nvr seems to stay tidy and clearing endless mails in my in-tray. 24hrs a day is not enuf for me to do everything... i nid to work, eat, shit, sleep, exercise and socialise on top of the abovementioned. If there's anything i really want now... i wan another 24hrs in my day or tonnes of $$$ so that i can outsource all those time consuming trivialities in my life.

Wea got time to look pretty when i hv no time to take good care of my body, my diet and my mental well-being... not pretty = cannot mit cute guys. wah.. now this really sucks.

Gimme back my life!!!!!!!!

hehehe...

2007-05-27T15:37:00.001+08:00

my fren says, "men are like lava lamps... pretty to look at and they are HOTTT..."

i told him, "Ya... but USELESS LEH!"

(T.T)

2007-05-24T04:44:00.000+08:00

Now this is upsetting....

Will History Repeat Itself?

2007-05-22T13:41:00.000+08:00

Barcelona Away It Was Bliss
PSV We Send You A Kiss
Chelsea Again, We Took The Piss
Now We Are At The Acropolis

LIV shall emerge winner once more for the Champions League tom!!!

Gerrard Go Go Go...

My horoscope of the day

2007-05-20T17:38:00.000+08:00

It's been a very long while since i last read horoscope and tis is wat i found from my frenster's horoscope reading...

"It's time for you to be clearer about what you can (and cannot) do for the people in your life who are asking for your help. This applies to both your personal and business life. Some people might be asking you to do things that they have plenty of time to do themselves. You always assume the best of people, but not everyone deserves this generosity."

I AGREE! Ppl who doesnt bother to help themselves doesnt deserve anybody's help at all.

Current mood: Jaded and totally hating the world today (once more)

The Road To Success Is Alwis Under Construction

2007-05-20T16:43:00.000+08:00

are u taking positive steps to bring urself nearer to you goals?

i am but there's just too many stumbling blocks. !@#$
sometimes it gets daunting and i wanna give up but dat's cowardice, so guess i shall trudge on.
with each rejection, i can only get stronger.

*decide to do away wif the music on my blog... tink it is illegal. tink i hv decide to be a low-profile pirate. shall put my tagboard back instead*

做人的中指

2007-05-16T00:12:00.000+08:00

我要。。。

不劳而获
坐享其成
一步登天！！！

如果真的有这么容易就好了

2007-05-07T18:03:00.001+08:00

"Emptiness is a symptom that you are not living creatively. You either have no goal that is important enough to you, or you are not using your talents and efforts in striving towards an important goal."

Maxwell Maltz

My Problem, Your Problem, Their Problem...

2007-04-29T20:03:00.000+08:00

Sometimes i seriously think i do have some sort of personality or attitude problem. Like i will tell ppl now and then, i tink i have a "People" Problem (read: problem with people). I am not as frenly or as sociable as most ppl tink i am. Deep down, i tink i am actually very anti-social.

Then again if i really hv some sorta personality problem, i do wonder also how come i still have a quite abit of friends that i can communicate freely with ... could all those ppl that i cant communicate with, the ones that really have a problem and not me. haa... actually i do hope it is them and not me, with the problem.

Anyways, i hv written a few ppl off my life cos i seriously cant talk to them anymore. I noe this sounds really mean but when there's no way that you can communicate with someone.. be it cos of different frequency or cos of the fact that i cant stand talking to them (either we cant see eye to eye, they just dun get it or they just like to act atas). Basically i have stopped talking to these ppl cos somehow they kinda lost their credibility with me and i didnt feel like i could believe their words and hence lost complete interest in talking to them anymore. And the older i get, the more choosy i am over the ppl i can talk to. And also, the lesser i feel like talking to ppl.

I do think if loneliness is not a problem. I would actually enjoy being alone all the time. Seriously, am i normal?

Rude by Choice

2007-04-23T16:18:00.000+08:00

A serious afternoon conversation with an old fren from poly turned into some seriously crappy conversation and i was reminded of how i used to hv tis Rude By Choice identity back in poly days.

I was said to have influenced him not to pay attention to lecture. He reminded me of a certain rude remark which i made.

We used to hv tis really boring indian lecturer and i said that "The carpet prints in the LT is even more interesting than his lecture." Frankly, i couldnt rem who that boring indian lecturer was and that i did make such a remark. Accdg to my fren, i hv made great sense with that remark and thus he decided to sleep thru his lectures from that day onwards. Haa...

Those were the days of great fun in poly... i wish i am back in sch now. Back to those times.. the best days of my life.

Vanishing Act

2007-04-10T21:46:00.000+08:00

I shall disappear till I feel better... dun feel like seeing anyone except virtually.

Stay Home Sunday

2007-04-08T20:16:00.001+08:00

It's good to stay home once in a while... u get much accomplished and u dun hv the guilt feeling of wasting ur time in mall thinking that everything looks damn beautiful and u just gotta buy it. Yes, that's wat i hv been doing for the past few weekends and not counting those accidental buys throughout the week while i pass by those damn shops.

Anyways, i was sick of the mess in my laptop, desktop and ipod... and so i spent the whole damn day doing "housekeeping". And i am glad to announce that I AM FINALLY DONE WITH THINGS.

So now who wants all my mp3s? i hv about 10GB but 30% are korean though.

Supernova tries to be irritating

2007-04-06T17:19:00.000+08:00

i wonder if it wld be really irritating to do tis.... tot tis up out of sheer boredom and from the very fact that i realised i am hvg problems understanding programs in mandarin if they speak too fast and without subtitles. It's like 我是华校生 lor, how can tis happen to me? And so i shall start to speak to all my Ch 5 frens in mandarin and all my Ch 8 frens in english...lol.

2007-04-05T19:08:00.000+08:00

"When it comes to love, I'm an introvert." - JJH

lol... i tot that was really a nice and cute way to put things.

Smarty Pants & Divine Help

2007-04-05T02:46:00.000+08:00

U can trust me to do the most kuku things... i had to go without a fone until 6.45pm today ALL BECAUSE...

i was damn kei kiang. i switch off my hp before i went to sleep yest night (something which is out of my normal routine. hp is alwis on 24/7) and this morning when i woke up, i conveniently forgot that i had set a lock code for my hp and i freaking lost that damn code. Usually i wld use this specific set of code which i have been using all these years for every of my hp. Being the smartypants, i happily change the lock code and forgot that i did. !@#$

Anyways, alot of work was hampered cos i couldnt use my hp though i can still receive incoming calls. I had to go for my appts and cross my fingers that my clients will turn up cos i cant rem their numbers and if they couldnt find me, they wld call me. And i really only had time to go to the nokia service centre at like 6plus in the evening.

Upon reaching the scv ctr, i was given the bad news that i can only get back my hp the next day and that all my existing data will be wiped out. This totally made my otherwise already bad mood worse. So whilst waiting for my turn, i was wishing in my heart that there wld be some divine help that could save me from tis damn hassle.

Guess wat! I had IMMEDIATE divine help right after wishing. I broke the code and unlock my hp! Sheer feelings of ecstasy... haha!!! I was so happy that i just cant help but keep smiling to myself (tink i probably look like an idiot doing so)

Anyways, lagi happy lah!

*And for tis, i earned an un-deserving frenster testimonial... !@#$%!!! Fren, i felt bullied but i will still approve the testimonial*

Half Skiving...

2007-04-04T03:02:00.000+08:00

Haa... 2 movies down.

Had the privilege of catching two movies today - Breaking and Entering & Number 23.
Was planning to watch both alone sometime over the week but along came two separate friends who were free.

Who says one cannot mix work with pleasures...

Yay!

2007-03-31T23:52:00.000+08:00

Gazillion cheers to my bravery for mauling a roach (considering i used to just run off and shriek and shriek till someone comes along and kill the roach when i see one), i tink i am ready to move out on my own now!

Yay!!!!

2007-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hehehe... latest find... Jiro Wang. Cute. Tiny Eyes and kinda fair. Check out the male lead in the following MV.

Apologies

2007-03-28T23:35:00.000+08:00

Had a really awful day or rather week. I am under immense stress at this moment. Not really in the mood to joke or wat. I hope anybody who talks to me lately can understand that if i tell u to stop talking abt certain things... pls really STOP cos right at this moment, i am not really in the mood for any jokes or teasing or any unconstructive remarks that seriously doesn't add value to my life at this point.

Sorry guys... i was a total wreck just now and u all had to bore the brunt of it. If u two are reading tis, i apologised for it.

Yikes!!!

2007-03-28T00:43:00.000+08:00

Check out the "printscreen" image above. I have every reason to believe that some idiot is trying to "stalk" me by setting up a frenster account under the name of "zzzz".

1. He/She used some really dumb nick like 'zzzz' for convenience sake
2. This person's account is being set up in Mar 2007
3. There's no pix or any other details about the person
4. This person does not have any other frenz in his/her list

But all i can say is that tis person is an idiot thru and thru lah. If he/she is so afraid of being found peeking at my frenster and thus tried to set up a new account hoping to access my frenster... I SAY U ARE SERIOUSLY STUPID! Didn't it occur to you that my frenster profile is set to private mode, u dumbo? Did u even tink that if ur own account cant access my frenster, this new one will? Booboo.. i hope u did see my shoutout message on my frenster... that's for u!

*i highly suspect it is that same stupid bitch again.*

awww... ppl like these seriously put me in the mean mode.

祸不单行

2007-03-27T01:37:00.000+08:00

Life is seriously fragile... it was only during CNY that i saw my aunt. She seem all happy and healthy with no visible signs of illness. And it was about 2 weeks ago that i received news that she was critically ill with heart virus infection and now she is gone. Everything just seems so surreal... kinda unbelievable. To say that i am not affected by it, i wld be lying. On top of all the trashy things dat has been happening lately, it is kinda overwhelming.

Can i shutdown too? dun wish to care, dun wish to bother, dun wish to do anything anymore.

Something i wanna live by...

2007-03-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

Pray Not For An Easy Life, But For The Strength To Endure A Difficult One.

iPodded!!!

2007-03-26T18:56:00.000+08:00

Wat does one do when one is all sick and hv alot of free time at home?

I decide to do some changes to my blog again. Now tis is really fun!!!

Check out my PINK iPod!!!

Just click and play like how u operate a real iPod.

I have decided to do away with the crappy tagboard which is of no purpose to me. It was there cos i haben had the time to put in an mp3 player with a list of my current tune-ins instead of the previous one where i can only play one damn song. Now it is all done up!!!! I am extremely pleased. Then again... i forsee i might actually be too lazy to update those mp3s... oh well.. we shall see.

Also I have done some changes to the bkgrd image and rather pleased wif the results but it cld hv been better though.. lazy lar. So that's all for now.

2007-03-26T15:18:00.000+08:00

Tink i hv put tis somewhere before but anyways i couldnt find it and so it shall be put up again. I tot it is really nice.

To laugh often and much; to win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children...to leave the world a better place...to know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived well. This means you have succeed in life.

男人都是溅的！

2007-03-26T02:30:00.000+08:00

was reminded of a conversation wif my frens (2 gals, 1 guy) recently.

i was saying... “有些男人很溅！”
and my guy fren went “错！是男人都很溅！”

It is the first time that i have a guy agreeing and correcting me like tis instead of trying to defend their own kind when i make such a statement. Lol. Way to go lah, u rock!

tis might create an uproar amongst my male frenz who reads my blog but too bad lah... u all shd noe me and wea i am coming from.

!@#$

2007-03-26T02:29:00.001+08:00

i feel f**ked.

The Evil Fren Strikes Again

2007-03-24T02:12:00.000+08:00

It is nice to noe that a fren cares when one is upset BUT care and concern really doesn't need to come in the form of food.

There's more foodies but it wld hv been too embarrassing to show all.

Sooooo damn cute!

2007-03-23T03:49:00.000+08:00

Now this totally brightens up my mood! And from NOW onwards, i shant give a damn about anything and anybody.

Totally Screams Hawt!!!!

2007-03-23T03:40:00.000+08:00

My Current Wallpaper

2007-03-23T02:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again, skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts.

iSINNED & iRepent !!!

2007-03-22T01:34:00.000+08:00

I hv SINNED! It is damn creepy that i alwis only hv to tink about someone in the day and then that person will call me up later in the evening/night. I tot abt my "evil" fren tis morning as i haben seen him for awhile and true enuf... he called me up for late dinner and look at the damage see pix below). A meal for two persons at like 11.30pm!!! How to diet like that? No more tinking abt my evil fren and the best part is.. he gave me a pack of chips to bring home cos i have been whining abt chips for like 1 mth. Hey fren, u r really very E.V.I.L!!! Although that's a really nice gesture on ur part but u really shdnt do me anymore harm. Anymore of these, i tink we nid to re-assess the frenship... haha.

i had one slab of the carrot cake

i had one of the egg tart, 1/2 of the french toast, a mug of hot barley

i had 1/2 of the kaya toast, a mouthful of the noodles and some meat and the cucumber. And i swear i wasn't hungry to begin with. i just couldnt stop eating! i nid to staple my stomach really. shit man!

And so, i REPENT... i went to Mustafa and bot myself a Gymball... haha!!!!
Seriously, i tink i nid new distractions, otherwise i am gonna destruct myself with food soon.

Anguish!!!

2007-03-21T22:35:00.000+08:00

???

2007-03-21T22:18:00.000+08:00

Wat i wish for, i usually hv... did i not wish hard enuf tis time round or issit cos i didnt really wish for it?

Mood: Introspective

2007-03-21T17:26:00.000+08:00

Tis speaks a great amount of truth except for the change frenz portion. I wouldnt say i change frenz quickly but more of I make new friends quickly and i still keep the old ones. I was googling... "What do I live for?" and i stumbled upon this. Lately, i have been questioning the reason for my existence... in one of those introspective mood again. Dunno if it is a good or bad thing. But sometimes i do feel that it didnt matter if i am around or not.

How You Live Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.
You prefer a variety of friends and tend to change friends quickly.
Some of your past dreams have disappointed you, but you don't let it get you down.

How Do You Live Your Life?

Frustrations at it's Peak!!!

2007-03-21T16:43:00.000+08:00

A warm afternoon at home trying to settle some work issues. A noisy new neighbour who is renovating his house. I am gg mad with all the drilling... it is hampering my tots process and i couldnt get my work done and i am so not gg to go out cos the weather is too hot. And here i am trying to scan some damn documents and i forgot how to use the scanner.... the fats muz hv got to my brains!!!! And it so doesnt help that i am feeling hungry and fat all at the same time. i nid exercise.... i wanna jog till my legs give way. i wanna jog till i hv 0% fats.

frustrations.. frustrations.. frustrations...

Some days, esp on a day like tis, all i wanna be is a MISSING PERSON.

Random Tots

2007-03-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

Tink my imagination can seriously run wild. It's like sometimes when i take the lift with really old folks, i avoid looking at them right in the eyes cos i alwis got tis feeling that they might just go, "u can see me?", followed by tis sinister laughter and then they vanish right in front of me.

It's like they are so ancient that sometimes u really dunno if they are still alive or it is simply their spirits wandering around and they didnt realise they are dead already cos they hv been living in the estate for years. And it seriously doesnt help that i personally have a few ghostly encounters myself.

All these tots started cos there's tis really old lady living a few units away from me and i will alwis smile and greet her every morning when i walk past her unit on my way to the lift and she will be standing outside watering her plants and then one fine day, i nvr see her for damn long and suddenly she "resurfaced" again... it really made me wander if that is her or am i seeing things which i aint supposed to see. haha. but anyways i found out she is all healthy la and that's gd news.

Getting Hitch Down Under

2007-03-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

A highly crappy conversation on a moody, hot, boring, noisy afternoon with my bestest male fren:

ronin says: yo
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: hello...
ronin says: watcha doin?
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: sian nan ren... :P
ronin says: :S hahaha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: if only lor...
ronin says: i shd be leaving for aust in july
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: how come suddenly leaving for aust? why why why? wat u gonna do there?
ronin says: told u mah, i taking the culinary course in aust
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: oooh... ni zou le.. wo ze mo ban?
ronin says: ni do bu ai wo
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: :(
ronin says: haha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: which part of aust u gg?
ronin says: u can come find me there lor....sydney
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: ya.. i tot so too. nice. i shall go find u. how long is the course?
ronin says: can come look for me. stay at my place so save on accomodation. but must pay for AC, washing machine n hot water . 2yrs. apply for PR after
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: tmd. wah! like that i marry u lah..
ronin says: haha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: i also wanna be PR. no sex can?
ronin says: huh? then no special service how can?
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: i will pay for aircon, laundry and hot water. tmd.. special service comes in the form of everlasting frenship lor.
ronin says: haha

S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: i tink that might be a gd thing. sexual atypical...
ronin says: then bu shi kena diao, got wife but no action then cannot hav gf also....
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: can lah.. u can go outside and hu gao. we only spouse in name mah. sooo hapz lor… tink dat's actually a cool arrangement.
ronin says: then u divorce me n take half my insurance deposit. hahaha.
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: warao.. wont la. u can write a will and leave me with nothing la
ronin says: u go there do wat?
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: dunno. find a job and see hw.
ronin says: haha. sure or not...
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: ya.
ronin says: when i get my pr then say… hahaha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: since u r gonna be a PR.. wait till den .. den say lor. sooo cool. like that i hope u dun find a gf there. if not later shatter my dreams to be an australian pr.
ronin says: wah!!!
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: u can hv flings lah… but no serious rlsp.
ronin says: kns
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: haha
ronin says: pui
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: steady wat.. dun u tink tis is a gd arrangement and we can get along soo fine.
ronin says: where got steady, i cannot find stead.
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: u can find stead but u cannot marry the stead lor. eh.. actualy hor.. imagine if i marry u lar..then i become australian pr..then subsequently we divorce.. how ah? i must go back to my own country or i can carry on staying there?
ronin says: as long as u get ur PR is not an issue ah… must see also, whether its conditional
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: go find out leh..
ronin says: haha. u want u go find out lah.
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: warao.. steady mah.. u help me find out... wo men shi xiang qin xiang ai de..
ronin says: i want to "xi sen rou ti" help u get PR also cannot haha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: warao..
ronin says: haha
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: yuan lai ni bu shi zhen xin ai wo de… tmd.
ronin says: heeheehee… wo den jing tien hen jio le. Hahahahaha. actually, seriously i dun mind. i get the feeling it could be a conditional visa though, meaning that it becomes void if u divorce within 2yrs or something like tat
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: tmd… okies lah.. u steady go get ur pr quickly.. then i marry u.. and we stick tog for 3yrs and divorce..gd planning sia
ronin says: haha.. see my mood lah
S.u.p.e.r.n.o.v.a. says: tmd..still see mood. Now u tiao qi lai mai hor

ronin says: of cos… heehee

... mebbe it really isnt that bad an idea afterall. i am sick of disappointments, sick of men who doesnt noe wat they want and sick of hoping for things to happen.

2007-03-18T01:11:00.000+08:00

Going bonkers... i am eating Chicken in a Biskit at this hour and i am fast finishing it (It is a brand new pack!!!) and now i am eating gigantic grapes too.. i just finished four and together with one litre of plain water. My stomach is exploding!!!! I am so in need of lapband surgery... i cannot control my appetite. This is shitty! It makes me wonder am i filling up myself becos i feel emptiness all da time. Now wat is lacking in my life? I know for sure it aint food...

Shall go jog my food intake away later... 5 more hrs to go!

2007-03-18T00:20:00.000+08:00

Just saw the following in the forum.... so damn proud of my idol... haha.

07.03.16 Rain success story in textbook!?

Rain touched the audience with his great diligence and now, his success story will be written into the texbook.

KBS special documentary which screened on Oct 30, 2006, was talking about how Rain started his showbiz as a newbie and now he becomes a mega star in Asia! However, KBS never expected this documentary has evoked public interest~ From the feedbacks they received from schools, this documentary is very meaningful to encourage and educate the youngs. Thus the schools hope that this documentary can be one of their teaching materials.

According to Rain's agency, they received more than 20 requests, expressing their intention to purchase this documentary as teaching material. The requests came from educational institutes as well as enterprises. In this documentary, it reviewed Rain's showbiz career and his growth, meanwhile analysing the reasons behind his great success. Rain has spent endless efforts and worked diligently to fuifill his dreams, and it touched the audience deeply, too.

The organisations that intent to buy this documentary said that Rain's hardworking and honest attitude are definitely the best learning model for staffs and students. In addition, this documentary gained 11.2% viewing rate during its screening, which was the best viewing rate they had in these 3 years for documentary series.

2007-03-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

You Are A Lime Tree

You are intelligent, hard working, and innately successful.
You try to change what you can in life - and you accept what you can't change.
Tough on the outside, you are actually soft and relenting.
Jealous at times, you are extremely loyal and giving to those you love.
You have many talents, but you don't have enough time to use them.

What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

I knew it. i am talented!!! (o_O) ... like real sia... lolz.

Your Love Number is 4

You are a creative and expressive lover - a true romantic at heart.
An introspective soul, you know exactly how your ideal relationship should be.
But if you don't get that ideal, you tend to get a bit pouty and dramatic.
You need someone who can roll with the punches, that's for sure!

What Is Your Love Number?

Read My Result
Take the Test

okies... now i noe i am not choosy but SELECTIVE. haha...

A Reason, A Season, A Lifetime

2007-03-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

People come into your life for a Reason, a Season or a Lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a Godsend and they are.

They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or bring the relationship to an end.

Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your Turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

B.I.T.C.H.

2007-03-15T15:21:00.000+08:00

I wanna be a B.I.T.C.H.!!!!

ilovepain... iseekpain... ifeelpain

2007-03-15T02:14:00.000+08:00

Life's too monotonous.
I nid to feel some pain
So pain i shall seek
And pain i finally felt.
Now i am satisfied.
My Hidden 8th...
Long overdue
And now it shall stay!

me&myjude.

Way Back Into Love

2007-03-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

haha... I FOUND DA MP3! love tis song to bits at right at this moment... click on the pink play button right at the top!!!! who wans tis MP3.... leave me a tag/msn me.

fr Music & Lyrics OST (Hugh Grant & Haley Bennet)

I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can't seem to move on

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need `em again someday
I've been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
Ohhhhh

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I've been searching but I just don't see the signs
I know that it's out there
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I'm open to your suggestions

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can't make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I'll be there for you in the end

Cyndi Lauper - True Colors

2007-03-13T23:58:00.000+08:00

beautiful song... click to play

You with the sad eyes
Don't be discouraged
Oh, I realize
It's hard to take courage
In a world full of people
You can lose sight of it all
And the darkness inside you
Can make you feel so small

But I see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow

Show me a smile then,
Don't be unhappy
Can't remember when
I last saw you laughing
If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
Your true colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow

(Can't remember when I last saw you laughing)

If this world makes you crazy
And you've taken all you can bear
You call me up
Because you know I'll be there

And I'll see your true colors
Shining through
I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
True colors are shining through

I see your true colors
And that's why I love you
So don't be afraid to let them show
Your true colors
True colors
Are beautiful like a rainbow

Breakfast Must-Read!!!!

2007-03-13T08:55:00.000+08:00

Saw this in my mailbox early in the morning... i tot it is really crappy. I say it is News-worthy in the very UN-News-worthy sense. Read and luff pls.

Malaysian monks face ant dilemma
By Jonathan Kent
BBC News, Kuala Lumpur

A group of Buddhist monks in Malaysia is appealing for help to solve a problem with ants.

Buddhism forbids devotees from harming any living creature.

So the monks are looking for a creative and non-violent solution to deal with the insects, which are biting worshippers.

The monks at the Ang Hock Si Temple, also known as the Hong Hock See temple, in Georgetown on Penang Island have had to learn to live with nature.

Some years ago they shared their temple compound with a cobra.

The chief monk, the Venerable Boon Keng, told the BBC that they had become used to meditating alongside the snake but eventually decided to catch it and take it away to a nearby forest.

Now he says the cobra's place has been taken by a colony of fire ants.

Vacuum cleaner

But the ants are dropping from the temple's sacred bodhi tree onto people meditating below - and when they bite it causes painful swelling.

The Venerable Boon Keng practises what he calls "letting go" meditation - so he "lets go" of the pain.

But out of consideration for worshippers less far along the path to enlightenment the monks are looking for ways to persuade the ants to go.

An attempt to remove them using a vacuum cleaner failed, so the Buddhist community is appealing for help.

They cannot encourage anyone to harm the ants, but the chief monk says that if someone turns up unbidden and deals with them without the monks' involvement then that is the will of the universe.

Song of Da Moment and its Translation

2007-03-12T00:28:00.000+08:00

I love his songs cos most are sad and nice. That said.. though it's my song of the moment but i hv nobody to forget lah. i just like it cos i can identify with it at one point in time of my life and that point in time is sooo over already. Still da song is nice lah... feeling abit emo for the whole damn week.. tink it is PMS & partly i hv been ill for the whole week and still is. !@#$%.

Below is the translation...

Ways to Avoid the Sun by Rain

The image of me crying
The foolish image of myself
I hate the sun that shines upon the ground
(I hate the sun)
If anyone recognized me
and asked why I was crying
I really hated not being able to answer
(I really hated it)

*I wanted to avoid the sun
No matter how hard I run
The sun was always overhead
I really wanted to forget you
No matter how hard I tried,
No matter how hard I tried you were still inside of me

I really hated to still miss your
Smile and the hands that touched me
(I really hated it)
Inside of so many people
While they laughed and shared stories
I tried to forget you
But again, tears fall

*Repeat

Everyone thinks that I forgot
But I think that Ifm going to go crazy
I really want to forget
I really want to erase my memory
But its not workin

*Repeat x2

Like a thorn that is stuck so deep that you canft take it out
Like a scratch that was hurt so much that it will leave a scar
A person like you canft ever be erased
Even though wefre apart, it seems like wefre still living together
If only I could erase you by crying
I cry so much that its enough to make a river
Even if I live, I want to forget you and live correctly
I want to live normally I want to live normally

Pekcek-ness at its Peak

2007-03-12T00:15:00.000+08:00

Hvg a run of bad luck with my stupid laptop... firstly the windows bar has gone awry since like weeks ago and i cant seem to fix it no matter wat and i am so not gg to pay $80 (service charge) for the damn fujitsu CS to just help me check wat's wrong. I shd probably just dropped my laptop, spoil a sparepart or two and get them to fix everything and change all the parts since the parts are still under warranty.

And now.. it cant seem to detect my wireless network at home and i hv to use my desktop.. arggh. Super sueh sia... Angryz.

The "best" has yet to come... i came home, saw that the rubbish bin was full and decided to clear it and there's tis friggin baby lizard that somehow just jumped out from the pile of rubbish and pole-danced on my calf... yikes. i was still tinking wat's that thing ard my calf as i wasnt wearing my specs hence i couldnt see clearly wat it was and thus conveniently and bravely swept that thing with my BARE hand only to realise that it was a damn lizzie when it fell and scurry across the damn kitchen floor. Gross Gross Gross....

Who da hell comes home, tries to clear the damn rubbish bin and end up kena harrassed by a lizzie and then hv bad internet connection. This is so not my night!!!

Numerology

2007-03-09T13:24:00.000+08:00

Check out this link NUMEROLOGY.

It is damn amazing that my Destiny Number, Birth Number and Name Number are all 8. So now as much as i hate my chinese name, i aint gonna change it anymore. And my new fave number will be 8!

Magic 8 Ball

2007-03-09T01:29:00.000+08:00

I WANT THIS!!! MAGIC 8 BALL by Mattel. Somebody pls tell me wea to find it...

2007-03-09T01:09:00.000+08:00

I lost my ipod accessory today... damn it. thank gdness it is the accessory. i wonder is the bag i am using cursed or wat... it is that same bag that i used when i lost my shades. now tis is upsetting. i dun wan to lose anything else anymore.

2007-03-08T11:11:00.000+08:00

Take da Color Test (click on it pls), it is free for now and it is damn accurate!

Anyways, tis entry was supposed to come wif my analysis but i had to remove it cos it is affecting my blog alignment and i dunno why. And also i just found out my blog looks different on different PCs.. probably it has gotta do with the resolution.

Bcos what i see is this...

in Internet Explorer...

in Mozilla...

And this is how it appears on my fren's screen...

Somebody tell me why is tis so? This is totally beyond my capability now...